4/13/00:

i've had a really good day, i'm geeedeeee..  huh, why, hrrmm..  bryvanne visited..  he's always good to see..  there's juss somethin' aboot him that mary and i think is luvable *shrug*..  i think it's cuz he understands us when no one else duz..  what else, what else..  i ate lots of peanut butter..  and..  a new norman reedus film is comin' out soon..  so i'm fuckin' in raptures right now..

i need to stop with this irish accent..  ever since i watched boondock saints, my thoughts have been in an irish accent and i'm scared if someone catches me off guard while in class or walking somewhere lost in thought, i'll start talkin' like that and embarass myself (like when i spoke in french when i ran smack into a stranger)..  i only actually speak in my lame irish accent around mary..  mostly i've juss been saying fucking this and fucking that..  gawd, even i'm annoying myself with this accent..  i really am..  i tell myself to stop, but no..  i keep ramblin' on aboot leprechauns, family vengence, and beer..

4/11/00:

my new favorite show is rotten tv on vh1..  it's the most fun i've eeever had watching the tele..

so i went to the figure four (my friends chris l. and lance's haus) on saturday wid mary, her boi cody, ty, and rich..  the show got shut down though aboot halfway through by the cops, booo..  there's this big druggie who was there who i see everywhere..  and mary says he keeps staring, smiling, and winking at me..  uhhm..  can we say, creeeep..  i swear, he's at every single show i go to..  and he recognizes me everytime : /  go away, go away.. i don't want yo' druggie luv..

here's a joke cody told me..  "have you heard of that new pirate movie??.....  it's rated arrrrr"..  oh lordy..  yeah, dumb joke..  but i have this thing aboot pirates..  go fig..

3/31/00:

i am officially scarred..  i was mindin' mah own biz..  then i hear an "ah ah ah ah"..  holy shit, that's my neighbor screwin'!!!  i was in shock..  with as much porn as i've seen in my day, i was still in shock..  i could hear the gruntin' and breathin'..  ahhhh!!!!  it's permanently imbedded in my memory!!  i dunno why it's botherin' me so much..  i guess cuz it was their private moments, and no one was supposed to witness any of that..  but of course i had to stumble along and hear the luv makin'..

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